They tripped me. I fell. Then I got up... Blows below the waist hurts the most! Pain. Moan. But then I kept going. If I leave, I don't look back. I just leave! I had. I lost. Nothing lasts... I cried with joy and pity. That one shows how much it costs--- a piece of bread on an empty stomach---as soon as he betrayed! They lied to me. I forgave them from the bottom of my heart. I kept going. And I was smiling. Forgiving saves…always! All that mattered was that I was healthy enough to be myself not to stop... And I flew, and I fell from above... Nothing saved me at that time. I was dancing in Heaven; also, I was burning in Hell. He---Life, gave me every excuse for living!