Repentance

I didn't know what true love was like,
Until I lost you one day.
Ever since then, I've regretted every word I say,
What I said to you in anger at the time.
I was very angry, and I wasn't thinking,
But I had to tell you my pain.
I couldn't keep it to myself any longer,
Because I was very disappointed in your reaction.
A world collapsed then and there inside me,
Until then, I thought you loved me with all my faults.
Because I didn't want to do what happened, either.
But I didn't have the power to change that anymore.
Before I had been spiritually crushed,
Fate played with us, and he changed his mind:
He took what he didn't even give away,
And I got the next slap.
I've lived like this ever since, alone, alone, alone,
In a relationship, and yet longing for a partner.
Because I don't feel what I used to feel,
That I would have done anything for you, you know.
Now all I can really hope for is
To find your way back to us,
I forgive you for every word you said,
Which left a huge wound in my heart.

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Repentance

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