And suddenly we are nothing. And suddenly we get used to it. Suddenly it doesn't even hurt. It just went out. The spark does not burn any more. Suddenly you don't call me, and suddenly I'm not waiting. We do not have anything to say to each other, there is nothing to procrastinate. Suddenly you aren't human, suddenly you slip away from me slowly! Only once does the truth strike! I don't cry, I don't regret, I don't lose! Suddenly the beautiful words become empty--- There among passions, different desires. From time to time I delete you from my thoughts. And suddenly I look away. This scheme is not for me... I am smiling. I pour two fingers. Am I something for you, tell me?! In fact, be quiet. Shut up for me. It is not a problem. I am obviously wrong somewhere. It is murder to seek love from poor souls! I sip the bitterness slowly. You are already to be remembered. It will be the most bitter of these all!